"So I walk upon high and I step to the edge, to see
my world below, I laugh at myself as the tears roll down,
because its the world I know..."
I am a mother, a friend, a lover, a sister and a daughter.
I am also a submissive.
Submissive is not all that I am, it is a PART of who I am.
I have thoughts, feelings, wants, desires, and needs like anyone else. Being submissive does not mean I give up who I am. Moreso, it means I become MORE of who I am.
How can this be so, if I allow another to rule my body and soul??
It IS and it CAN BE because of the trust I share with the one I will call "Master". I trust Him not to hurt me.
I trust Him to know me, better than I know myself.
It is easy to hide from myself and to say things aren't so, until I have to write them out for Him.
Then it becomes real.
I have to face the fears, the darkness, the light.
In facing the fears, be they real or imagined......I find freedom.
Freedom to be the best I can be, for myself, and for him.
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